phew.
juz came back from the bbq.
im tired.
im full.
i ate alot.
ALOT!
OMG!
IM FAT!
hai.
sad man.
will try to do more exercise more often ba.
hmm.
later working at 12pm.
hai.
asked for my schedule oso beri cham.
asked sam "u haven write my schedule ah?"
he replied "louise haven write meh?"
called louise.
she ans "sam shld write de mah."
omg.
wat the hell is tat man.
ask tis ask tat.
hmm.
ya i noe.
sam is going off.
but i tink he still need to be responsible for his work b4 he leave lor.
ya.
made mi veri fed up u noe.
i tink i got the right not to go work lor.
gif mi last min schedule.
hai.
things had reallie changed.
now.
even crews can sit in the mgr room to eat.
wat the hell.
wat rule is tat.
and crew can even ans phone call without permission.
wah piang eh.
reallie no gorvenment lor.
i tink is double standard ba.
i believe some mgr wun allow these kind of things to happen lor.
i object.
i dun allow.
but.
i dun haf the right to sae anything.
since the mgr din sae anything.
so.
i juz keep quiet lor.
wat to do.
im juz a small little star.
ya.
although im higher rank den those crews.
afterall i still haf mgr on top of mi.
so.
i diam lor.
=|
hmm.
yup.
juz now went to the chalet.
its at ntuc downtown east.
its the same one tat i went wif kailin they all during my holidaes.
i went wif des.
hai.
it remind mi of everything.
hai.
sad.
reallie sad.
will all my memory be erased?
hmm.
i dun think so.
i think my memory storage is greater den anything.
hai.
wat to do.
tats mi.
hai.
actually i reallie wana noe wat does he tink of mi now.
wat am i to him now.
a friend.
a stranger.
a nobody.
or.
nth.
hai.
hmm.
i oso wana now how is ivan mong doing now.
reallie got no news bt him at all lor.
reallie lost contact wif him.
for a couples of yrs le ba.
hmm.
he quit sch when i was sec3 ba.
aft tat.
din see him le.
no news abt him le.
till now.
hmm.
abt 3yrs le ba.
hmm.
he once told mi tat he father got one carrot cake shop near my hse.
get to walked pass there recently.
saw a teenager at the shop.
think tat is his bro ba.
but din see him b4.
hmm.
yup.
but.
wat if he is there?
will i go over and sae hi to him?
reallie got no idea.
when tat dae come and see how i react ba.
hmm.
will i still keep in contact wif des in the future?
hai.
i noe.
although we had broke up.
we once true love each other.
but!
i tink we can still keep in contact right!
hai.
mayb he dun think the same way as mi ba.
how i wish i can read ppl's mind.
i wish.
i wish.
i wish.